Redemption

I hesitantly took Gins arm with a smile my heat was getting ever so worse and i could hear my heart beating throughout my entire body. Soon we found ourselves in a field with one cherry tree on the far end. He led me there and we sat down. I tried to stay calm my head pounding i could no longer control my cloaking and soon my ears and tail could be seen to any and all eyes. I was now holding my head.

I looked at Raita as she now held the sides of her head in pain. Ears and a tail where now visible they where those of a fox demon. This surprised me.I knew there was something i liked about her.I scooted over to her and held her close to me to calm her taking in her scent again.
"can i keep you?" i whispered to her.

"You-" she was cut off with a kiss to the lips. Oh god he had no idea how badly in heat she was, and he was making it totally worse. She backed up trying to get away from him, she needed to make him stop before this got out of control. Putting her hands on his chest she now pushed him off of her as she wiped her lips panting heavily. Miharu needed to get away and fast, or her hormones would drag him down with her.
"I'm not good to be around in a full moon...I get-" she didn't want to say the exact words but didn't want to tell him either, it was embarrassing.

I felt Gin pull me too him slightly confused i looked at him.My heart was racing and i didn't want to say anything id regret. I had no idea how to answer this question of his. my heat was telling me to say yes but the rest of me hardly knew the guy. I suddenly found myself wanting to know why. Why was he so kind to me, why did he ask me this? I leaned twards him now pressing my lips to his.

I waited for an answer from Raita to my previous question but what i got instead shocked me slightly. I soon calmed and closed my eyes pulling Raita into my lap to deepen the kiss. Suddenly, i realized what was wrong with her.

"They do, but you can't force someone into liking you, it takes time to grow a relationship, let alone a friendship...Maybe if you didn't act the way you did things would have turned out better."
By what he said he must have assumed she would change into a werewolf or something, full moon, transformation, all that nonsense. It was partially true, her wolf did want to come out, but it wasn't forced out like others did during a full moon.
I then sighed and looked at him, deciding to tell him the truth, hoping he would understand.
"You shouldn't be here, because I'm in heat."

I had kissed Gin and not wanted to stop as i felt him deepen the kiss and pull me closer to him.Hesitantly i wrapped my arms around his neck my thoughts where running wiled. Was this ok? i wondered to myself. This felt so wrong but somehow so, rite.

I pulled away from Raitas lips then licked at my own taking in the sweet taste of her lips. Then i took my and and brushed the hair from her face. She looked terrified yet dazed at the same time. I only smiled.
"My dear Raita, are you in heat?" I asked her finally feeling myself growing more attached to the girl with each passing moment.

Hearing these words frightened her. He was in heat too? But how? She thought it was only Raita and her who got in heat during the full moon, unless he was this way because she turned him on. Oh god. She shook her head getting the dirty thoughts out of her mind. This was wrong. She then looked up at him as he got closer. Miharu quickly pushed him away once more and began to run down the sandy lining of the water as her reflection shinned off the ripples of the river.

My eyes widened towards Gin as he asked this question. I wondered how on earth he could possibly have known this about me. I stood up breathing hard but only found myself falling back to the ground from dizzy-ness.
"h-how do you know that?" I asked him now slightly frightened. Had he been stalking me. No, that couldn't be it or he would have known more about me.My fox ears twitched as i scooted away from him blushing slightly.

I was now standing looking down at Raita i slightly frowned now seeing the girl afraid of me. I walked closer to her but she only continues scooting away from me. Finally i had her against a tree. I leaned in close to her taking her chin in my hand.
"shh, your not the only fox demon here sweet thing." I whispered. I could see the shock in her eyes as i reveled my ears and tail to her. I then kissed her again gently.

As Miharu had ran she was now caught and turned around being hugged by him as she knew she didn't want to be alone anymore, but also why did he like her so much? She wasn't one bit of special, she was a monster in the making. No one would want that. But he too seemed kind of like her, no one really likes him. Thinking this she now felt bad for him and wondered, should she give in to him?

I was surprised, no, highly surprised by the fact that he too was a fox demon. And then his lips hit mine once more. I blushed and the heat once again overwhelmed me again and i wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer and kissed him back.

I felt Raita deepen the kiss again and wrapped one arm around her waist pulling her closer to me.

"This is wrong...Your my captain." she liked him in some kind of odd way. There wasn't much to like about it him besides the evil attitude and his true self, but that was it.
I then looked away laying my head on the sand overlooking the water, I hated making eye contact.

I continued to kiss Gin scooting closer to him until i couldnt anymore. I broke the kiss and looked down at him.
"is this even ok?" I asked him knowing there had to be some kind of rule about captains and their subordinates. I was looking at him with great desire trying to hold myself back from him but i could now smell his scent almost as strong as he could mine.

I looked down at Raita smiling.
Nope, its not aloud...but who has to know?" I asked giving her a sly grin. I then nuzzled my nose into her neck and hair as i held her.

Before she could say anything his lips crashed with hers again. He had to been an idiot to not listen to her and just going along with it. Did he not know the consequences? Let alone she knew absolutely nothing about him besides his name!
This was all a bad nightmare...

I half way closed my eyes feeling his warm breath on the nape of my neck. I wasn't a real fan of secret relationships. I sighed and closed my eyes still holding on to the male fox demon.